Lately, I’ve been having trouble focusing on just one thing. I think, mainly, because I am avoiding my book. You see, I just recently “finished” the first book in my new series, but as pointed out by some of my group members, there are a couple of big things I need to fix. These things will require a great deal of patience, and a great deal of editing.
I know it needs to be done, but I’m struggling with doing it. This is because during Nano I also started on the second book in my series, which is still at that glorious beginning stage when everything is just about writing and creating, not about editing. I’ve also started working on a couple of short stories. They were exercises in trying new and different writing styles, and I feel they are valuable projects, if nothing else, to expand my writing abilities. All of this, however, gets me back to my main issue: I think I might be avoiding my first book.
My first book needs work, as most first drafts do. I need to sit down with it for a few hours at a time and read it from beginning to end, working out any inconsistencies, timeline issues, character motivations, and even making certain that the relationships work. This is the part of editing I really don’t enjoy. I don’t mind combing through a book for grammatical issues, but it is adding these essential things, in just the right amounts, that tends to stress me out.
I know there are probably more organized, less time consuming, ways to go about editing a novel, but this seems to be the only way that works for me… if only I don’t avoid the mountain of work awaiting me.